Hello. Hi. Hey. Hey guys. What's up? Okay. What's a better way I could start a podcast?

I've been sitting on my mind a lot lately that I've started nearly every video for as long as I can remember the same way.

And it always, even to this day has felt awkward. I don't even know what about it feels awkward. I don't know if I'm just being super self-conscious.

It just feels weird to turn on a camera and try and be smooth and say hello. Definitely over-thinking it.

Anyway, welcome back to another Coffee Talk podcast episode. Intro yet to be determined. Maybe I'll just stop saying anything at all.

But it would be weird because the whole concept of my podcast is that you come and you sit down over a cup of coffee in a virtual cafe with your virtual friend.

And that's always what I've wanted these to feel like. You are literally sitting across from me having a drink.

Even if you are listening to this and you walk and you drive or whatever it is, I've always wanted to feel like when I'm sitting down, I'm talking to a friend of her coffee.

Maybe that's the better way to put it. And that's the vibe I try and go into these myself. When I get ready, I'm like, I would get ready like I was going to meet a friend for coffee and then change down my pajamas and put a little bit of makeup on.

Today I'm drinking a maple half-calf coffee. Let me know what you're drinking or doing or any of the above down below.

But today I'm going to change the format or start to work or play with the format of my podcast episodes a little bit.

Because as much as I would definitely sit down with a friend over coffee and jump into a topic and talk the shit out of that topic, I think for the most part too, when I sit with friends and actually hang out with friends, we also talk about a wide range of other things.

And so I've been saving a collection on Instagram for a while and I'm going to allow myself to go pass my time limit for Instagram today, which if you want to know anything about that, then check my vlog channel.

I just did a dopamine detox that had to do with social media. So I have a 15 minute timer on Instagram for my phone a day.

We'll make coffee talks an exception though, because for a long time now, I have been saving this collection on Instagram called Talk About It and I have not used it.

You know, when you save things on social media and you're like, oh, I'm going to use this later. And then you never, you never use it later or maybe you do.

There are some things I definitely use later, but this collection has not been one of those things. Like it is full of just concept or ideas where I'm like, oh, that would be a fun conversation to have.

Please, I mean, I can't say please don't judge me. I'm putting this out to the internet.

Everybody has free reign to judge anything and everyone. But like, I'm judging me and I maybe need to tell myself not to judge me.

But why did I say this? May you manifest someone who loves every ounce of you, the warrior, the submissive, the super loving, the sexy, the relaxed, the quiet, the talkative, the giving, the needy, the vulnerable, the sensitive and strong, absolute, cool, gorgeous being that you are.

I agree with this statement by all means. I agree. But if I were to talk about this right now, I would be like, yeah, duh.

I don't know where I was going to make that into a part. Maybe if I was talking about love and just wanting to, I don't know, I don't know why I saved that. Let's see this next one.

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