Hey guys, so what's up and welcome back to another Coffee Talk podcast episode.

Today I am drinking some camel milk lavender tea. My quote on my little tea tag says,

beauty is not caused. It is by Emily Dickinson and that actually feels very suited or fitting

for today's conversation because I want to align today's chat with the vlog that I'm actually

putting out this week. I feel like I came to many insights over the last week. I filmed it last

week trying to find that balance again of what does it look like for me to live in my optimal health

during the influencer area which is it feels kind of what's the right word. Not hypocritical for me

to say because I mean from certain perspectives I guess you could call what I do or at least what

I definitely used to do even though I still do it like influencing. I don't know I've always hated

using the term influencer. If I were to say I have influence which I wouldn't say that I'm too

naive to say I wouldn't or that I don't I know that people that have been subscribed to me for a

very long time will watch these videos or will watch my vlogs and gain an energy at least I hope

get a certain mood or energy from it that would hopefully influence that person to love themselves

or take care of themselves or to feel like they can be vulnerable or just you know in their own

skin but I guess that's kind of yeah that is influencing but it's tough because I think that

for the most part when you think of like influencers I don't want this to come out wrong I don't

want it to come out like I'm bashing what the influencer job title really means in today's world

and to be honest I don't even feel like I'm a good person or equipped enough to say what that

influencer title really means in today's world because I'm so checked out of it now. When you think

influencer I feel like a lot of people especially in fitness influencers or like health influencers

it's not catered to you specifically or me specifically and it can't be because there is no one

size fits all what is going to be optimal healthy for me isn't going to be the same for what's

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