Spoon & A Life of Abuse Cycles - Narcissist Abuse, Child Sexual Abuse, Abusive Relationship

Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse

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4.7 • 792 Ratings

🗓️ 31 July 2023

⏱️ 71 minutes

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Summary

Spoon is a survivor of online grooming, generational trauma, and an abusive relationship. This episode pulls no punches, shining a harsh light on the realities of exploitation and the toll it takes on one's self-worth. Yet, even in the darkest corners of her story, Spoon's spirit shines bright as she speaks of the recovery process and how she found her worth again. This conversation is not just about trauma and abuse, but about finding hope, strength, and resilience in the process. So, join us for this deeply emotional journey with Spoon, an inspiration to survivors everywhere. *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses child sexual assault and a graphic description of suicidal ideation. *** If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at narcissistapocalypse@gmail.com To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here. Thank you to our sponsor BETTERHELP. If you need online counseling from anywhere in the world, please do go to https://www.betterhelp.com/nap Get started today and enjoy 10% off your first month. If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.). To reach them, click here. Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/ Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse Join our Youtube Channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpTIgjTqVJa4caNWMIAJllA

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0:00.0	On this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, we talk with an abuse survivor named Spoon,
0:06.5	and Spoon is a survivor of online grooming which resulted in a life of abuse cycles.
0:12.4	It's a story of generational trauma, predators, addiction, self-worth, and abusive relationships.
0:37.2	Music self-worth and abusive relationships. Welcome to Narcissist Apocalypse, everyone.
0:42.9	I am Brandon Chadwick, and with me today, we have Spoon.
0:48.9	How are you?
0:50.6	I'm dead.
0:51.2	How are you?
0:52.4	I am doing well. And if you want to be a guest like Spoon is today, please go to our website
0:59.2	at Narcissistapocalypse.com. Top of the page, there's a button that says a guest form. When you
1:04.7	click on that button, it takes you to our guest form page. There, you can read all of our instructions
1:09.2	and either send us an email at
1:10.9	Narcissistapocalypse at gmail.com or fill out our guest form and press the submit
1:15.7	button and please do send it in the format that we ask for. And for today's episode, we have a big
1:22.1	content warning for child sexual assault in this episode. Spoon was groomed online. And we also discuss suicidal ideation,
1:31.8	but there is a graphic description on how Spoon wanted it to happen. So a big content warning
1:37.2	once again for this episode. So with Spoon, with today's episode's Spoon's story, it's not a traditional family story or
1:48.9	relationship episode. It is really like a trauma lifetime episode. And we discuss how family
1:57.0	issues reverberate and how the assault reverberates throughout Spoon's life.
2:02.6	Spoon eventually does fall into an abusive relationship.
2:06.9	And there's just a lot of stuff that happens along the way.
2:10.0	So this episode doesn't have the relationship as its main focus today because Spoon really
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