I've just always been someone who can put one foot in front of the other.

I remember running off the back of the helicopter and

you know, that was the first time that I had the Kraken Fump of a round fine over your head.

Life's short and life's even shorter when you're shooting bullets at each other.

There's kind of RPG's fine over our head, machine gun fire.

Energy's something we've all got right, we're all giving off some sort of energy.

I remember just running to this wall and just getting down behind this wall

and we all just looked at each other and just went, well this is it isn't it.

So my name is Jay Morton, X Special Forces, XSAS,

and I come from Preston.

I wasn't really someone that got into trouble a lot,

but I think kind of looking back, I was just bored.

You're just bored of the topics that we're getting taught.

I didn't really like school and at the time when you're a young kid, you don't understand why.

But it's literally that, it's a lack of stimulation.

And that transferred on to when I went to college after I left school.

I went to study sport and yeah, like again, I enjoyed playing sport,

but like 90% of the time was sat in a classroom in a cage

and you know, that's not where I'm supposed to be,

so like quit after a year.

Then I would just got stuck in dead end jobs, working in factories

and had a job making UPVC glass windows,

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