Lemonnara.

Okay, kids, I'm sitting by the fireplace.

Sipping from my Mrs. Claus mug, which I will have out all year round.

And I'm here to talk about for a while and I've avoided talking about it because I feel like even the words of social media

conjure such a

but clench in anyone hearing them. It's just like, oh, but here we go. So I liked doing

social media. I liked using it when I was like 18, 1920, which is when you

should like doing social media, that makes sense that tracks as 18 19 20 years old

And I'm getting a kick out of doing stuff on my phone but honestly I'm not even sure that I truly enjoy it. Like, enjoyed might be the wrong word.

I actually think there was something that was just very impulsive about it,

about my use of it, I mean.

I think it was an adrenaline rush because of the instant kind of you know I'll say quote unquote impact

meaning just because something has an impact it doesn't mean that it's the kind of impact that you want or serving the kind of impact you want.

Here's an example, like maybe I post a divine or a tweet or something and I like felt

this the surge the rush the bodily as soon as I post it

But whatever impact even if even if the vine got millions of views that's not helping

Necessarily my long-term goals.

I don't see any of my social media content from years past,

from a decade ago, whatever, as working toward anything long-term

or building anything long-term.

I think it was really, really really really kind of just exactly what I said. It was just

instant gratification it was short term. So after the rush kind of, I guess the rush never wears off, but I feel like it's easy to just

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