what did that do to you? I became a shell of myself. I didn't know who I was. I actually have a

couple posts on my page where I was like I have a post that says I knew her body better than I

knew my own. Stop let that sit there.

You said you knew another woman's body better than you knew your own.

Yes, several women. I knew several other women's bodies better than I knew my own and I spent a

lot of time like I was I went in such a deep hole where I was like studying these women. I would

go to their profiles and I would study their pages and like what they were. I knew when they

were when they had met up so I watched their videos of them having sex so I would try to imitate

that and recreate that in our relationships so that he could choose me and what me.

I never imagined my public healing would inspire others to heal across the world.

I thank you for using him to reach the world with the message of hope in relationships.

But your life does not. God, you are my publicist. We laugh. We share the unadulterated truth.

He said not only have I not divorced you, I ain't exposed you. We didn't marry fans. We married

forever and we wanted forever to act like a fan. We feel her Jesus. I will not compromise on getting

a woman guy. You don't have to. And Father, I declare for His future wifey. Thank you for preserving

this season. I declare miracles and manifestations. You sell it scripts.

And you're unique. You ain't like nobody else. I noticed that right away. You being true to who you

are, you're going to attract. It's a Hebrew word, hyal, and it was translated well. And it means

people. It means men. It means resources. And it means means. I'm the Terrissar with Philips.

And this is the Dear Future Wifey Podcast.

Welcome to Dear Future Wifey Podcast. I'm your host, the Terrissar with Phil.

Hey, are you still shacking up with us? I bet you not anymore. After the episode that y'all saw

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