All right, Sam.

I was going back through your interview.

I'll tell you what you were focused on at the time.

Okay? So you were getting comfortable with your emotions. You were learning how to be yourself around other people.

You were just trying to experience day-to-day life. You said, I don't think I have the appetite for any big lofty goals or visions

right now. Legos, yard work, cleaning your house, maybe trying a roller coaster. Did you go to

roller coaster? Yeah, that didn't happen. All right. I check it out. Letting your family be where they

are,

learning how to trust yourself over other people's advice.

So the vibe was I was,

I just hit my bottom.

I'm done chasing achievement. I'm learning to slow down and feel things and actually be myself with people.

And I want small good days.

I,

yeah,

that all,

I think I'm still that person, but very much just like a, if I was like a

child teenager version of that, I feel like I'm fully in adult working on that stuff now.

It's like, it's the same shit. It's going to be the same lessons for my entire life. I'm

always going to struggle with some of the same stuff, but it's about showing up and doing that every day.

Same shitty, different diddy?

Yeah.

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