Hey Matt.

Hey, I hope you're having a good day today.

When I was at the peak of my un-Christianness,

I was partying a lot.

I was under the influence a lot.

And I had lost all my friends on one particular evening.

Everyone just kind of showed their true colors.

And while I was also showing my true colors,

I just realized that none of us really like each other.

None of us are really there for each other

when we really need each other.

And I went home.

My parents basically took my truck, took everything

because I was just kidding myself

into so much dangerous activity.

And they allowed me to hang out with one person.

And that was my little brother.

And so he's five years younger than me.

He was still in high school, and we went and played basketball.

And while we're playing basketball, I realized

I do not know this person.

I feel like I'm playing basketball with a stranger.

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