Do they explain to you why they're not, or why you're disqualified or not picked up?

Well, the first time, yeah, it was just like, yeah, you're just super inexperienced.

Like, we love that you're here.

We love that you're motivated.

But you shouldn't even be here.

Like, you should go do like, ideally two platoons.

Like, cool, you got a car, you know, you didn't augment here like you should go do like ideally two platoons um like cool you got a car you know you did an augment with seven good for you but like we want to see like a little bit more

leadership experience out of you as well more competency like you kind of walked around like

you were like you didn't belong here i'm like well i didn't i don't they're like well at least you're

where i was like yeah and then the second time i went i was at tradet um so i'd already done

three platoons and then i was an instructor role and i'm like i was overconfident i was at um cqc

instructor cqc is like my thing i was like like really happy with how I was. So we did the

sim runs like multi-flow rooms and like I did really well. Like they showed me my scores

from the cadre like assessing me and like yeah actually you did like above average like your

CQC IQ is very high in this but when I did the fish bowl stuff like the very

methodical like you will do this you will penetrate two to four feet spine on

three 18 inches off the wall you'll hit your corner and you'll do the scan it like

whatever and then you'll go do this and that and I'm just like I like bombed that

like I did not do well at all and I didn't really practice it because I was like I'm good at

CQC I don't need to do this shit just a stupid mindset to have like I get overconfident arrogant even really um because it's like these

rooms are so basic but then like i didn't do the the like screener type ccc i just did the other thing

so um and then i was like in really good shape.

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