Yo, what's up? It's your girl DJ Narc. I'm doing this new thing where no matter what I fucking say, I'm going to fucking put it up. And like maybe we should just start there. I feel like you get to a point with anything creative where you reach this like critical mass of critical mass. You see? It's like creeping about me, where you reach a point of hypercriticism,

hyper awareness about what you're doing and it, like, I don't even feel like it knocks you out of the flow as much as you feel like

it knocks you out of the flow and then that definitely knocks you out of the flow and uh-uh so just know

that I've recorded like six episodes I'm sure the people at anchor are like what is this bitch doing

she keeps recording new drafts like is she okay yeah I'm fine and new drafts. Like, is she okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

And those drafts are full of, like, jewels.

I don't know, dude.

If I get interrupted, if I lose my train of thought,

if I, like, go ham on something where I'm like, come on, I'm then I just, yeah, I've said this before, but I'm just going to say it again because any

astrology book you look in is like, Virgo Moon, ah, ooh yeah it's it's a difficult placement because it's not like Virgo

Sun where the pressure is external that you want to not the pressure external the the the out the external opinion really does matter and that's where

the internal pressure comes from that's not at all it and I think that's part of why I like genuinely

can feel a lot of compassion for Virgo's I'm not saying pity I'm saying compassion because

that's got to be really hard compassion because that's got to be

really hard. Like legit, that's got to be really, really tough. Like, just to get from one day to the

next, it's got to be really tough unless you fit the Virgo. If you fit the Virgo look of perfection, like if you're perfect, then as a

Virgo you thrive because you don't have that always gnawing at you, right?

Like, it's not surprising that Beyonce and Keanu Reeves are really, really, really fucking successful and like literally dominate their respective fields. Why? And like have longevity too. Excuse me. Why? Because when their Virgo brain looks at their Virgo surroundings,

the internal pressure can die down

because the external reaction is so fucking positive

and so reaffirming of their perfection. And I think that, you know,

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