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Something Was Wrong

S5 Ep9: Let the Dead Bury the Dead | Rachel

Something Was Wrong

Broken Cycle Media

Documentary, Society & Culture, True Crime

4.126K Ratings

🗓️ 20 August 2020

⏱️ 46 minutes

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Summary

*Content Warning: childhood abuse, cultic abuse, religious abuse, emotional abuse, physical violence, suicidal ideation, distressing themes. 

*Sources: (some of these links are Affiliate Links)

Combating Cult Mind Control by Steven Hassan 

Gaslighting: Recognize Manipulative and Emotionally Abusive People--and Break Free by Stephanie Moulton Sarkis, PhD

Psychopath Free Recovering from Emotionally Abusive Relationships With Narcissists, Sociopaths, and Other Toxic People by Jackson MacKenzie 

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Transcript

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0:00.0

Something was wrong covers mature topics that can be triggering.

0:04.1

Topics such as emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

0:08.2

Opinions of guests on the show are their own, and don't necessarily reflect my views or the views of this podcast.

0:16.1

Please note, I am not a therapist or a doctor.

0:19.4

If you or someone you love is being abused, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7-2-33.

0:31.5

If you or someone you love is experiencing a suicidal crisis or emotional distress, please call 1-800-273-8255.

0:43.7

For more resources, visit something was wrong.com slash resources.

0:49.4

Thank you so much.

1:05.4

And I think part of the hard part was, is that, you know, it did seem like I believe my dad and he said he was so sorry of what he did and he knew it was wrong.

1:09.0

And it took me a long while to realize that he could be so sorry, but yet because he wasn't doing what he did and he knew it was wrong. And it took me a long while to realize that he

1:11.2

could be so sorry, but yet because he wasn't doing what he needs to do to change his behavior,

1:16.7

he could hate what he was doing, but still do it. And I realized, it came to the point where I

1:23.1

realized that I wasn't safe being around him.

1:27.8

It was no longer a matter of, did he care or did he love us, or did he feel sorry?

1:32.5

It was, regardless of whether he does or not, he's not a safe person to be around.

1:36.9

And I think that's where the table starts turning in our brains of like, we need to get out.

1:42.8

You think you know me, you don't know me away at all. start turning in our brains of like we need to get out. You know me you don't know me where At all

2:02.6

Little

2:04.6

Little It doesn't matter the intention anymore.

2:26.7

The impact is what matters.

2:28.9

Yes.

2:29.3

And the intention was so big growing up.

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