S5 Ep8: Everything was Terrifying | Rachel
Something Was Wrong
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🗓️ 3 August 2020
⏱️ 42 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Something Was Wrong is intended for mature audiences. Many episodes discuss topics that can be triggering, such as emotional and physical abuse, suicide, and murder. Please take caution when listening. I am not a therapist or a doctor. Opinions expressed by guests of the show do not necessarily represent the views of this podcast. |
| 0:21.8 | If you or someone you know is being abused, please contact the National Domestic Violence Hotline |
| 0:27.5 | at 1-800-799-7233. |
| 0:32.5 | If you or someone you love is experiencing a suicidal crisis or thoughts of suicide, please call the National |
| 0:39.3 | Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Thank you. I think mainstream Christianity, I think for the past 100 years has been gaslit and created into what it is now. |
| 1:06.0 | Growing up, we were taught that if you were even one percent off from the truth, you were going |
| 1:14.7 | to hell. So all Catholics were going to go to hell. All, you know, Orthodox people were |
| 1:19.4 | going to go to hell. All, you know, Jewish people that were going to go to hell. Any, you know, |
| 1:23.6 | even if you were, even if you were a Christian, but didn't have one little belief, you were going to go to hell. And it was like, you know, even if you were, even if you were a Christian but didn't have one little belief |
| 1:29.3 | you were going to go to hell. And it was like everything was, it was this constant fear that |
| 1:35.1 | you were going to be deceived. Because if you're deceived, you don't know that you're being |
| 1:39.1 | deceived. So you were constantly fighting to not be deceived. And you, your only source of hope was to listen to your parents |
| 1:46.8 | or to listen, you know, to what they said God was saying. And it was so dangerous and it was so fraught. |
| 1:51.7 | And it was so easy to end up going to hell. You know, everything was terrifying. |
| 1:56.8 | You think you know me. You't know me well at all. |
| 2:03.6 | Thinking of me you don't know me well at all it was a little |
| 2:18.7 | little |
| 2:20.8 | it was a little at all It was this idea that we're all living in our own little world. |
| 2:42.6 | It's basically the matrix. |
| 2:43.8 | But the reality is that Satan's constantly fighting that, you know, Jesus and whatnot. |
| 2:48.5 | And we had to, you know, if you got wrapped up in you know things like |
| 2:52.9 | I don't know happiness mental health you were getting wrapped up in the physical world and you had to |
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