Funny. We barely made it. She didn't die yet for a long time. Oh episode 109 here we are of true dysfunction hello

dysfunction I have a red bull and a four shots of espresso on ice that I'm drinking.

We're going back and forth. I'm trying to die now. It's been crazy.

2020 is for sure trying to kill me. I got the worst fucking phone call ever last night

Bunny called me. It was like 1030 close to 11 I was in bed but I need to nobody calls me that

late so I I know if the phones ring something is wrong and I answer it and I just

hear Maria screaming in the background that it hurts and she

can't breathe. I hear somebody talking on a speaker phone, Bunny doesn't say

anything for a minute and I'm like oh my God what is going on

Bunny what's going on she's like I don't know my mom can't breathe. Oh my God I

It was just a normal day. So the day before I was having some chest pain a little bit, not a lot,

and I was thinking maybe it could be heartburn or something like that it was just

very like a very dull I guess you would describe it pain and I didn't think anything of it and I

went to sleep I woke up really manic at 5 in the morning and I forgot that happened.

Yeah you did text me saying that. So I randomly woke up and my mind was just racing racing racing and that happens sometimes but it doesn't happen often.

But when it does happen it's really fucking frustrating because you can't slow it down

and it's just like my thoughts like imagine the best way to describe it is like

imagine watching a TV on fast forward like that's how your brain is going and it's doing that for

fucking hours. So I can't go to sleep. I have like this unusual amount of

energy and it's just very fucking annoying. So I was dealing with that in the

morning and so I was kind of tired because I only had maybe four or five hours

of sleep. Yeah. But you know it was a regular day I didn't go anywhere. It was

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