Welcome to a special rewind episode of You Had Me at Black.

I'm Brittany Abrahams.

Today's rewind comes from Sarah.

After separating from her boyfriend of five years, she decided to try a new kind of relationship. You're listening to you had me at black black Light in the heart of the city.

Man, listen, man.

Yeah.

This is you have me at Black black and we live baby.

My five year relationship comes to an end after I decided to get an abortion.

So I'm forced to move back to Chicago

and really deal with myself and show up to myself

in ways I happen before because after this breakup,

you know, I really felt like I was dying I felt like the life I

imagined for myself was just it wasn't existing anymore so I had to really get myself together and I started meditating and doing yoga. I was like really

special bats. I became a vegetarian and I stopped having sake. So six months into this, my cousin from DC calls me

and she's like, hey Sarah, I went to this concert last night,

it was really, really good,

and I think you should go in Chicago. I'm like all right I'll go and I

go to this concert with my friends we were like just talking in the show and I

turned around and I saw this beautiful man he was like sunshine walking into a room.

He walked out on stage and I said, oh my God, who is that?

It felt like my spirit had jumped out of my body and my friend said it was

let's call him John for now and I said oh my God, I love him. Like, I never knew I lived another lifetime till right now. Like, I've had this man's babies before I've had his children before. I loved him. And they were like, like girl you sound crazy so he starts performing

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