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Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse

Rerelease: Porsha & The Father Who Made Her Feel Forgotten

Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse

Abuse Survivor Network

True Crime, Society & Culture, Education, Relationships, Self-improvement

4.7791 Ratings

🗓️ 3 June 2026

⏱️ 38 minutes

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Summary

In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Porsha about growing up as the lost child in a family shaped by abuse, alcoholism, enmeshment, and covert incest. Porsha shares how she learned to stay quiet, disappear into books and activities, and survive by becoming as low-maintenance as possible. She also discusses the emotional burden of protecting a parent, the confusion of being sexualized and dismissed, and the long-term impact of being forgotten inside her own family.

Transcript

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0:00.0

On this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, we talk with an abuse survivor named Portia,

0:07.6

and Portia was raised by an abusive father.

0:11.1

It's a story of the lost child, enmeshment, enabling, and covert incest.

0:17.3

Music incest.

0:40.8

Welcome to Narcissist, Welcome to Narcissist Apocalypse, everyone.

0:48.9

I am Brandon Chadwick, and with me today, we have Portia.

0:49.8

How are you?

0:51.8

I'm doing well.

0:52.3

How are you, Brandon?

0:58.9

I am doing well, and if you want to be a guest like Portia is today,

1:04.3

please do go visit our website at Narcissistapocalypse.com. Top of the page, there's a button that says guest form. When you click on that button, it takes you to our guest form page. There, you can read all

1:09.4

of our instructions and either send us an

1:11.1

email at Narcissist Apocalypse at gmail.com or fill out our guest form and press the submit

1:16.8

button and please do read all of the instructions and send it in the format that we asked for.

1:22.6

And today we are going to hear Portia's story. It is a few different subjects that we haven't touched upon

1:30.5

in a big way before. And one of them is the subject of being a lost child. And a lost child

1:37.9

is a child that attempts to stay out of the dysfunctional picture of a family as much as possible

1:43.9

by staying quiet.

1:45.0

They learn how to be on their own and they fend for themselves as much as possible.

1:49.8

And they are kids that have their needs not being met and this child will withdraw.

1:56.8

They'll feel alone and they will yearn for love, approval, and attention.

2:04.2

And specifically when it comes to a lost child and a narcissistic parent, the lost child

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