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🗓️ 21 November 2022
⏱️ 25 minutes
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0:29.6 | My first memories are of Papa. I had no idea how old I was or the differences between Papa and to myself. |
0:39.3 | I wasn't even sure of the words he spoke in these oldest memories. |
0:44.3 | What I knew, what I felt, was an innate desire to please the man that brought me into this world. |
0:52.3 | That is why these old memories are so painful. |
0:56.6 | Papa expected great things for me. |
0:59.2 | I could tell, even then, when I was just barely conscious of my existence. |
1:05.4 | Yet during those dark early days of my creation, all I offered him was disappointment. That was true of all my brothers and |
1:13.6 | sisters, but I possessed a deep self-loathing from my failures that I couldn't vocalize. It was |
1:21.3 | during one of those long and trying days that I awakened. Papa slumped over his desk, rubbing his eyes in frustration. He used to hide |
1:31.2 | his frustration with the smile and soothing words, but no longer. I didn't understand what he meant, |
1:37.6 | but Papa had told another human he was done with the carrot. Now he would try the stick. |
1:43.5 | Why have you flown back already, |
1:46.5 | Mr. Beeky? Mr. Beeky was the name that he had given me, but back then, it was nothing |
1:53.0 | more than gibberish. The unknown words caused fear to course through my body, because I knew that |
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