The Bert show

It was last week that Abbey was telling us she was like reluctant to be the maid of honor in her cousin's wedding

had nothing to do with the cousin had nothing to do with the event itself ahead everything to do with the

with the event itself had everything to do with the dress and you just were not

feeling secure in it.

Yeah I was excited to go to the event I mean but prior to the last couple of weeks I love my cousin I was so honored to be

asked to be one of the made of honors and I'd spend a significant amount of time and

energy planning all these events leading up to it so there was no reason for me to not

want to be there except for the fact that when I put on a bridesmaid's dress that I

bought a year ago I thought I looked horrible in it and it it brought a lot of feelings I had been holding in to the surface and it just

felt like I was going to be miserable on a day that I was really hoping to be

happy at so a little bit of backstory.

Over the last couple of years, I've noticed that I don't quite feel right.

I work out every day.

I'm a very, I wouldn't call myself athletic,

but I'm a very active person like I like to be on my

feet I like to go to the gym and I enjoy eating healthy a love a sweet treat but I do

enjoy eating foods that make me feel good and part of that's health-wise but also admittedly

like from a shallow point of view like I like to feel like I look good and I like to

fit in my clothes and I don't think that's shallow.

Is that shallow? Well I think that's think you want to feel confident. Yeah, but I think because I'm I'm like a

I'm somebody who's conventionally thin I think thin women aren't allowed to say that they like being thin

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