Get it the virtue. So Rebecca has had a hunch about herself

medically for a while now and now she's gonna pursue it. Yep. I have a suspicion and that

suspicion is that my brain don't work so good. It just works differently. It works differently.

Not like everybody else's maybe. So I've talked before about how I was diagnosed with OCD when

I was 19 years old. So I have a therapist who's like the most amazing girl ever. She works with

me with my OCD and she's amazing. But recently I brought up something new at an appointment and

that is that I am pretty suspicious and I've thought this for a while that I might be on the

spectrum. I'll just say that everybody is somewhere on the spectrum though. I think the fact that

it's a spectrum makes it so yeah you can be very like on the scale at some point like both ends.

And a spectrum we're talking about here is autism because I was like you know I already won the

genetic lottery with OCD. What's like a little autism was a treat time. So I've always kind of

thought this about myself and I'll tell you guys why and you guys can tell me if this is just

something that's actually what neurotypical people go through because I've never really talked

about it before. But I have always felt like when everyone was born they were given a manual and

that manual taught you how to act in social situations, how to be a human being, how to talk to

people, how to just kind of navigate your life in a way that makes sense to other people.

Picking up on social cues, understanding communication between two people.

Yes and I feel like that manual somehow just got lost in the mail for me and I have had to learn

how to be social by super trial and error. And I think I've gotten pretty good at it.

Hopefully but it's always been something difficult for me.

Do you find yourself in some situations looking back and being like oh when you see somebody

else model how to do it like oh okay that's what I'm supposed to do and you don't get what you're

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