What's killing me softly is I had to break up with my neighbor? I told you guys hey pray for me because I'm about to have this really awkward conversation that I don't want to have

We tried to be cool with COVID. We tried to like open it up. Just be cool. Let the kids play outside. But then it turned into like a lot of playing inside. And I was still fine with it. It was like, they just love each other and they're so good together and this is hard and I'm

basically sick of saying no. So we opened it right on up. They wear you down. They wear us down and I

wish that I didn't couldn't see this stuff but they literally live right across the street from us and they have large parties

extra large big-sized parties with parking situations and like there should be somebody outside

directing traffic it's like a whole thing out there it's like an event it looks like a lot of

fun it really does seem fun so I didn't I broke. I said, look, I am so sorry that I keep going back and forth about if I'm cool or not, but I'm not cool.

And I didn't say anything about the parties because she knows dang well what they're doing over there and they know that we don't do that.

I don't want to shame her at all for what she's doing.

Right.

I'm so proud of you as an Eniagram too who just is all about what other people need and want that

had to have been really hard for you. It was very hard and we're the weird people that

stay inside and I'm just becoming okay with that.

How are your kids taking that news?

I had such a hard day, right?

The day that I had to do it and you know a lot of conversations beforehand.

Well, we'll tell the kids at dinner,

just because that's when we're going to see each other.

It wasn't like everybody's to have a seat.

It would you make a cake like you did.

You have no friends who wants a piece.

So anyway I said look we had to you know let them go and and

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