So he's down there for a year and I, you know, we're pretty close.

I FaceTime on a regular basis and you have kids, so you can appreciate that if something

happens, you know, if your kids are going through something, you see it in their faces.

And I could just see it in his eye, like his eyes were different.

He just, there was like a dark, like a dark cloud on him and he wasn't sleeping.

So.

No, no, yeah, but no, but even like a darkness, like just sadness, darkness, but it was darker

than sadness.

It was almost like just there.

Different guy.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So, you know, I'm asking him, you know, what's bothering you, what's going on?

And he doesn't know because now I think this is starting to mess with his mind and he said,

I'm not sleeping.

I said, well, go back to the VA and get, you know, get this all reassessed.

You could have, you know, you could have built up a tolerance to the, your sleep medication,

maybe they switched that up, maybe they do a, like some trying to get him in and he's,

he's not a guy, he's not a guy that's eager to go to those things.

So he, he tells me, yeah, mom, and I know he's not going to do it.

And then on top of it, you add that he's not great.

Like you say to mine, it's starting to, to just not be good.

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