I did these practices.

So I really self-examined my value system.

I really self-examined the principles

by which I want to live my life.

I really examined the way I was spending my time

and who I was spending that with

and the circle of friends I had

and the way I wanted to live my life

on a daily basis to track up to something bigger.

And as Kobe Bryant said, I was like,

I edited my life.

I now try to get rid of everything.

I didn't serve me, my goals or my values or principles.

And it's exhausting.

It's like you're flipping your life upside down

and everything is with so much intention

and nothing changes.

It's the exact same seven months from when you started.

You're like, well, what am I doing?

Like this makes no sense.

I did that methodically for three years.

And when it was happening,

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