Happy fucking birthday

To any one who's celebrating today

This week, this month

It's your birthday Um see oh beautiful was it

was it um see oh low low french um you know i'm dead yeah same this is two podcast episodes

in a row where i'm deadety dead dead i feel like it's been like that for a few weeks. Has it? I don't know. The last one, you know, with Taylor Strucker, I was just hungover. And now... We were still drunk. Oh, I was still drunk. This one, I just feel... It's not like hungover where, like, I'm nauseous or I have a headache or anything I'm just like I'm fucking tired I can't go out anymore yeah I can't do things anymore and I can't socialize one more time I saw like you know PR come through like today an email being like here are your invites you have invites to a b c and

date and i'm like nope nope no thank you yeah no fucking thank you and then i was like oh my god i have

like a few weeks until we like really start like working hard again and then i'm like no i don't

have a week and a half i'm like we're going to lady world next

week I was like oh my god it was like I truly like had it in my head oh all the trips are over no

they're all over and like I can get into mom mode I can get into rest mode I can get into

organizing my closet mode because I got to redo that now that all my

inkling clothes are with me. I realize I can't wear those again, you know? So I'm just like got to

not for a while. Like I can wear them next summer. Right. But like they're summery. That's just true.

I need to make space for new things. So like I need to put those in a store in the storage unit. Yeah. Or you need to put them in the storage unit. So I'm just like, oh my God, I'm going to have like two to three weeks of just like chilling and cuddling with my kids. No, I forgot. We're going to Florida, which I'm really excited about.

Like, that's going to be fun. Me too. And, like, we get to be with Taylor and Teddy again. And, like, that is going to be, like, a real treat. Hannah Burner's going to be there. I love the lady gang girls. Like, it's just going to be, that's awesome. But, like, I'm tired. Yeah. now that we're home I realized

like we haven't been home since the beginning of

August and it really hits you like a freight train. No, it's insane. Yeah. Like my house should be decorated for Halloween right now. I don't have it in me. I bought a house and moved in and left. And left. You never lived there. No. Everything is everywhere. Yeah. It's tidy. Don't get everything is everywhere yeah it's tidy don't get me

wrong but it's not organized new furniture needs to be bought what rug do i want here it's like it all

comes flooding back yeah i mean that's an exciting place to be though it is but i again i'm like oh well

i'm leaving in a week and a half so I

even order this right now should I just wait I know lots of props yeah I know lots of problems right now

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