Hi everyone. Hey Pat. So last week's episode really was a bang bang, huh? Look, I think it's fair to say that

YouTube success has really changed me. The comment section has hammered my heart to such a pult

that when an episode does well, I'm like, this is probably my own friends sending it to each other,

being like cringe. Yeah yeah you want to see

the comments in the in the in the dms of other people about the episode that's what I need like I'm just

it's like too good to be true or something I just assume people are hate watching it instead of

actually watching it like I have just been so raked over the coals. I feel like that even when something

good happens, I'm like, oh no, this is all people downloading it so they can like write a hip

piece or David Harbour's lawyers are watching it to come for me. Honestly, I wish I would.

All right. I do think, though, from what I understand

the feedback from the last episode is that people just really resonated with me finally figuring out

the name of the guy who bullies you by being the funnest person alive, the guy who pretends to be

the nicest person on earth, even though they're deeply sadistic. Women do it too.

But, you know, I'm glad because that episode was very risky.

It was like, oh, I'm really just going to talk about this the entire time.

But I'm glad that y'all found some relief in my OCD and tenacity when it comes to being

able to pinpoint the name of the thing that exonerates you from having to explain

yourself and prove to people that you're not the crazy one. You're welcome. It is such a relief.

Honestly, I think that that's what Real Housewives does for people. Like, they watch it and they're

like, Teresa, like, that's my aunt. Like, that's what I've been, that's her. Like, it makes people visible that everyone has, like, in their family in some way, but no one would ever believe your side of the story because it was like, oh, well, you're making this other person sound too crazy. And then you see housewives and you're like, see, that's it. Cindy, that's my mom. That's what happens. It's like, it's like you see right in front of you, the person who's like, what's that supposed to mean? Even though you said something super clearly, you're like, what do you mean what's supposed to? It means what it just meant. It doesn't, like, I never said that. You're like, no, there's a video of you saying that.

That's what you said. She's like, no, no, no. Like, that's not what I meant. You don't get to

change what things mean. You don't get to like change what vocabulary has meant forever just because

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