Hi, my name is John Kim. I'm a therapist who went through his own

rebirth many years ago and I've been documenting my journey ever since sharing my life

lessons and revelations. I believe in casual over clinical with you instead of at you. I come unrehearsed on purpose

because self-help doesn't have to be so complicated.

I've wanted to try Iwasca for years now and I've been invited a few times.

The only reason why I haven't is because of the vomiting for hours and shooting on yourself.

I don't know about you, but there's something about that kind of landing that I just can't do it. so here's the thing if that's what's preventing me then I

must really not feel called to do it and so I take that as a sign of me not being ready for it or it's just not for me right now.

The closest I've been, the closest I've experienced something like that is mushrooms and more on a recreational level,

Josho Tree watching Stars Dance, laughing hysterically, all of that, right?

And I've done it a few times and I loved it.

And I thought, well, getting a taste of how your state can be altered and creating a space

for a possible spiritual experience that's really interesting to me. Anyway, so ketamine and you know MDMA and there's a lot of things now

psychedelics that people are using in a therapeutic way

and so I've just I've been more curious and kind of thirsty for that kind of experience.

So when my friend Adi Jaffi, and by the way, I want to thank Adi J Jaffe for giving me this experience, very generous of him to take his

time and care and take care of me for what ended up lasting for about, wow, maybe seven or eight

hours. I'll get into it. So he offered to do this because he does it with

his clients on the regular and so I was I wanted to take them up on it and so we finally

locked in a time and it was noon and I thought it was going to be you know an hour

and a half session maybe 40 minutes of kind of getting to your feed and then

then that's it.

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