My dad cheated on my mum before she died.

Married his mistress and said my mum was a waste of time.

My mum died of a brain aneurysm two years ago.

She was 39 at the time.

She and my dad, Ben, 42, were no longer together before she died

because dad had an affair with his work colleague, Amanda 37.

They were getting a divorce,

but my mum died before it was finalized. I was 18 when my mom died and to be honest, I resented my dad because of the heartache he caused my mother and I blamed him for her death. After mom's funeral,

I refused to talk to him until recently. He contacted me and we started to reconnect.

He and Amanda are still together and I've started to accept their relationship because I saw how happy my dad was with her.

Last month, Dad informed me that he and Amanda had gotten engaged and he wanted to let me know first before he shares the news to everyone.

I told him I'm happy for them.

Last week they had an engagement party where they invited some of our relatives and friends.

During the toast, Dad said something like,

I just can't wait to marry the perfect woman.

I thank God for giving me the love of my life after all those years I wasted with someone else.

I walked out of the room after hearing

what my father said. He basically considered his marriage to my late mother a waste of time. It broke my

heart and I wanted to leave right away. But my dad's friend, my godfather, and Amanda followed me.

Amanda said that my dad wants me to give a message, but I told her I can't do that and I need

to go as I feel sick. My godfather tried to convince me to stay and say a few words, but eventually I got

tired of just holding in my anger and I said, I have no good words to say about my cheating father

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