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DPXQ in Phoenix or online at CPXQ 1360.com. Come on, don't hesitate, hesitate.

Show me what you're feeling. They told me I would recover. I believed them. I believed everything else that all my coaches said that would happen and happened and my wife was very as you heard her last week.

I don't think you know what I just realized Elisa that was the first time Mary

had been on this show now she's been on my other shows in the past. First time she's been

and she was actually this whole positive endorphine thing. I love it. It was very, it was a little

weird. We scared? A little weird. Were you scared?

A little bit.

It's like, okay, where's my wife?

You know, who are you and what do you do with my wife?

A little bit.

But and then she's, you know, and then I think I texted you after we had talked to, she's signed up for Jesus at the core.

Oh, she did, I didn't know that.

Yeah, and she's gone out on Facebook and trying to get her girlfriends from days in the back, you could join her me and she goes she looks at me and she goes now I don't

have to hang out with you doing it's like no boys on one side.

But you know, it was, it's just, I don't know, there was something and for me, you know, the devils beat me up for years about not finishing this and not finishing that not

following through with this. So I honestly just getting to the start line for me

was a goal. It was a goal. I don't know what's going to happen. I'm going to trust my training.

Yeah. And that's why even with my back hurting so horribly bad and being scared about that,

I wanted to get to the start

I wanted to give it a chance to fail.

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