I have an admission to make I was just faking it for a period of nine months

I've been faking it on the air I am a fraud faking it yes that's right faking it

just going through the motions of a radio show Faking it, yes, that's right, faking it.

Just going through the motions of a radio show,

pretending to do a fantasy football

podcast when the whole time I had no conviction

about anything I was doing.

I didn't really want to be on the air.

I wasn't inspired.

I can't say that. I was often inspired.

And I wasn't really faking it.

But here's what happened in the last nine months.

I was lacking new stimulus.

That was the problem.

That was what was frustrating to me.

And that's why I felt like I was faking it.

I felt like I was faking it. I felt like I was manufacturing stimulus.

Spinning my wheels constantly searching for interesting topics.

Interesting perspective, interesting way of looking at a story that was in the media at the time.

What are people talking about right now and do I have a different viewpoint?

Do I have something counterintuitive that I can bring to the table?

Constantly searching for these angles, constantly racking my brain to see if I can go on the radio for 45 minutes and hold your attention, right?

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