Third eye drops are intended for open-minded adults.

Now administering the Third-third-eye drops. No, an atheist is somebody who believes something, right? I think agnostic is a little

closer for me, because I don't believe anything. I feel certainty about anything. It's just a series of questions to me.

I'm trying to find my way in this mystery.

So I always feel a little bit scornful when somebody believes something.

So I have to confess that I'm troubled by creation. I don't see how evolution or any kind of scientific

paradigm can explain the extensive degree to which it all hangs together.

It all hangs together.

And I'm trying to make my mathematical models and computer simulations as I've said.

And struggling with the idea of how space and time could be separately accounted for in this model.

And on that level there is a, like a quantum reality behind ordinary reality.

So even the illusion that we live in continuous space is wrong.

Actually the universe might be a finite number of points.

So I don't have any faith in the ordinary explanations.

And I don't feel at all sure about new explanations.

But I couldn't be an atheist because I'm troubled by the fact that it's actually here and it all

hangs together and we go out and come back.

Like I can park my car, I go for lunch and when I go back my car is still there where I parked it if I can remember where it is.

That's miraculous

Welcome back my fellow coalescing swirls of unified self-aware space dust It is a miracle that it all hangs together. I absolutely love that way of describing reality from Ralph Abraham there.

And this show is making my world shrink in a weird way because

Ralph Abraham occupies a sort of mythical territory in my mind. I'm a huge, huge fan of the trial logs.

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