have this not my stomach that it's back to work back to the grind, get to get these people in,

stress of jobs, next job, what's happening, I have emails I didn't get to because I was away

for a week, I didn't put up an out-of-office email. So am I losing jobs, am I losing leads,

have I gotten back to people who want consultation? So anxious feelings and thoughts that you have

while you're away or before or coming home. What is up everyone? It's Tuesday, Tuesday after

Labor Day, I know I'm a week behind you guys, well actually probably not a week behind, you'll

be getting this podcast sooner than later. I just got back from vacation, I think we are,

you can't tell as much anymore, but we took the girls up to Cape Cod last week, I had, I tried to

show you, I had this really sick timeline, I was out, we went on a way I watch, which Rachel has

been asking me to do for, I think, let's see, probably we met when I was 21, I'm 37 now, so

16, 15, 16 years that we've been going up there together, she's been asking me to go on a way

I watch and I've never, I've never pieced her, I've never obliged her, excuse me and I did this year,

she loved it, she was the best day of her life, girls loved it, but I didn't put on sunscreen

and I had a sick hat tan line just straight across with like the little opening there because my hat

was on backwards, so I was away last week, Rachel was away, girls, we all went away, I was supposed to

race on Sunday and then head on vacation after that, we had booked our rental for Sunday night,

I got hung up on the job Friday, ended up having to go out there Saturday,

didn't have time to get my bike ready, was super stressed out with work, the job,

going away, so I decided to bag racing, got home later on Saturday packed up and then we just

hit the road Sunday morning and I was feeling guilty about racing before that and losing a day

of family vacation, I can race whenever I only have so many days that I can take away from New

Jersey, take vacation with the girls as they grow older, so I decided to do that, I have no

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