Maude & The House She Fell In Love With | Domestic Violence, Narcissistic Abuse, Animal Abuse

Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse

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🗓️ 8 March 2024

⏱️ 135 minutes

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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Maude about how she plans to escape her current relationship with an animal abuser, who is also an emotionally, physically, and sexually abusive narcissist. We used a voice changer for this episode. The sound may not be the best because of it, but it was needed for safety reasons It's a story of dehumanization, infidelity, suicide threats, stalking, and the fear of leaving. Plus they discuss, jealousy, rage, narcissistic abuse, gaslighting, devaluation, proximity safety, thinking things are your fault, constant blame, kernels of truth, fear, obligation, guilt, shame, steroids, cocaine, addiction, alcohol, reactive abuse, guns, hope, silent treatment, verbal abuse, and much more. We rarely record with someone still in the relationship, but we knew Maude had the perspective needed to tell her story and she pulled it off in spades. *** TRIGGER WARNING - This episode discusses graphic depictions of sexual abuse/coercion, extremely graphic discussion of animal abuse, as well as brief talk of physical abuse.*** If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at narcissistapocalypse@gmail.com To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here. PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS: Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here Something Was Wrong | Click Here SUPPORT US BY SUPPORTING OUR SPONSOR: To receive 35% off Cozy Earth bedding, loungewear, and everything site wide, use the code "NAP" at Cozyearth.com If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.). To reach them, click here. Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/ Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse Join our Youtube Channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpTIgjTqVJa4caNWMIAJllA If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/ Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse Join our Youtube Channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpTIgjTqVJa4caNWMIAJllA

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0:00.0	On this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, we talk with an abuse survivor named Maud,
0:06.6	and Maud is currently planning her escape from an emotionally, physically, and sexually abusive narcissist.
0:13.2	It's a story of dehumanization, infidelity, suicide threats, stalking, and the fear of leaving.
0:44.6	Welcome to Narcissist Apocalypse, everyone.
0:51.8	I am Brandon Chadwick, and with me today, we have Maud.
0:52.6	How are you?
0:59.4	I'm doing well. I'm doing well. Very excited to be here, a big fan of your podcast, and I'm super excited to speak on it. Well, thank you for being here. And everyone who is listening, we rarely,
1:08.1	if ever, in the history of the show, do recordings with someone who is still in the
1:14.9	relationship. And I met Mod here, I guess, a couple weeks ago. Yeah, I think it's like a week
1:25.6	and a half. A week and a half ago.
1:28.0	And it's hard for someone within a relationship to get a good perspective of what is going on.
1:36.5	And after listening to you talk for a bit, I realized when you kind of sent me everything that if it might work,
1:47.0	you're a good shot at making it work.
1:49.9	And today you are doing this recording inside a car.
1:58.2	Yes.
1:58.6	In a parking lot somewhere or just on the street?
2:00.8	In a parking lot. On the street. Inside, I would guess this is a strip mall. It's a strip mall. I'm in a, I'm in a, yeah, a parking lot and a strip mall. In a parking lot in a strip mall, we're off of, I guess, a data. Is it a phone or a computer inside a car?
2:22.0	I've got my computer open and I've got my phone for Wi-Fi.
2:26.6	So we are as good as we can possibly be technologically speaking.
2:28.0	Yeah.
2:31.1	So, you know, it's one of those things.
2:40.5	It's hard to do. And you're someone who kind of knows or is a really good sense of what you're dealing with, all the terminology, obviously. And the last but hardest thing
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