Not to the young, it's going to be. Hello and welcome to Matt Delia is confused this is Matt Delia and today today and for the last few days, I've been something more than confused.

In fact, this doesn't sound like a thing that's possible, but I think it is possible because I'm experiencing it.

I think I am so confused by one thing, I'm so confused by it, and it is so demented that I think I've come

around the other end and I have ultimate clarity about this thing.

I've been so demented, my mind has been so demented and thrust into such confusion

that it has come out the other, it has had no choice but to come out the

other side with a crystal clear fucking understanding and unsurprisingly for anyone who does pay attention to the news, and if you do not, you are forgiven,

because the news is

is fucking depressing.

Even if you're on antidepressants, even if you're on

fucking heroin or PCP, you read the news and you want to fucking cry and you want to tear your eyes out and you want to jump out the nearest window.

Doesn't matter what state you're in. If you read the news after and during reading the news,

you will want to cry, to tear your eyes out, and jump out the window.

The news that has thrust me to confusion and beyond that I'm referring to is everything that's happened in the wake of the death of Supreme Court Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg. I'm going to try to keep the details light because I'm not a fucking policy wonk, I'm not a pundit,

I'm just someone reacting to the news

as one does react to the news,

looking from the outside in. to the basically

basically the foundational liberal Supreme Court justice. She was 87, she was battling

cancer and she lost that battle just the other day and that's a big deal in any time when a Supreme Court

justice dies there's only nine of them they are lifetime appointments and the president chooses so who the president is it's it's

very important who the president is this is sort of neither here nor there but

Trump had two picks already.

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