I said something that was inaccurate.

It was during our coverage of Kobe Bryant's helicopter crash and I mixed up two totally

different sources of information during panic attack because I did not.

I was not in my right mind essentially.

My dad and Kobe were almost exactly the same age when they were killed in aircraft crashes.

I was the same age as Gianna and so there are a lot of similarities and parallels here

happening and there's this whole question of how many lanes of traffic, how much can

the human brain handle at once?

So you're having a panic attack which kills your long-term memory which is anything longer

than 30 seconds.

You're dealing with all this upterranean stuff, all this subconscious stuff that I've done

so well burying, you know, for so many years I covered it up and like just put it back

and then it's just all kind of imploded like normally I was able to go and get through

my panic attacks on air without a problem, right?

I had had thousands and thousands of them without any mishaps but this one may have

just been too much for my brain band.

I felt like I had hoped that panic was something that could be stubbed out like a cigarette.

You know, like it's out.

There's nothing, no smokes coming out of it, you don't see any embers, the thing is dead.

But it's not the case, right?

Like I am my genetic code, I am the product of my upbringing, I'm the product of epigenetics

you know that we talked about earlier in generational trauma and that stuff doesn't really

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