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Mayim Bialik's Breakdown

Marc Maron: Humor Gave Relief from Grief

Mayim Bialik's Breakdown

Mayim Bialik

Mental Health, Society & Culture, Wellness, Health & Fitness, Comedy, Thebigbangtheory, Spirituality, Selfimprovement, Mentalhealth

4.75.2K Ratings

🗓️ 14 March 2023

⏱️ 93 minutes

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Summary

Marc Maron (stand-up comedian, host of WTF with Marc Maron podcast, actor, author) joins us to break down the arc of grief, the effects of growing up with detached parents, and his journey toward sobriety and defining himself. We discuss Marc’s foray into podcasting, how it enabled a generation of podcasters including MBB, and how his show has evolved over time. He reflects on his past struggles with alcohol and drugs including "cocaine psychosis", his experiences with rehab and therapy, and the positives and negatives of groups like AA. Maron explains how his mother influenced his disordered eating, his father’s narcissism and recent dementia diagnosis, and how his parents’ struggles denied him a fundamental sense of self. He reveals why he thinks he may have had undiagnosed borderline personality disorder, why he chooses to be so revealing in his creative pursuits, and the dangers of early exposure to adult content. Maron opens up about the sudden passing of his girlfriend Lynn Shelton, his inevitable attempt at using humor to relieve his pain, the interconnectedness of grief, the importance of showing up in his state of raw grief for his loyal audience, and the sense of comfort and control he has felt from sharing this experience. He considers his shortcomings as a romantic partner, what he got right with Lynn, and his take on separating the art from the artist.

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0:00.0

What drives you to share what you do the way you do?

0:05.0

Look, my mother and I fought violently when I was in high school in junior high.

0:11.0

Like, almost like marriage fights.

0:14.0

Like I would make her cry and run upstairs.

0:16.0

And to the point where my father would come home and he'd almost be at the edge of violence.

0:21.0

But what that tells me is that I was pushing back.

0:26.0

It's always been that sort of like, you know, I had enough incentive or something inside of me to the will to sort of like not be, you know, destroyed by two pathologically selfish people.

0:40.0

And I think that there's some part of the revealing this is me owning that space.

0:46.0

And what I think is that, you know, this is who I am, this is what I come from.

0:51.0

This is what I do, this is my life.

0:53.0

That it's an aggressive act of self-proclamation.

1:00.0

But what my parents is that because of, you know, what I see as their irresponsible parenting skills, that they got to come in.

1:11.0

And I don't, I don't have the fundamental respect we're supposed to afford them.

1:16.0

It's my biolics breakdown. She's going to break it down for you.

1:21.0

Because you know, she knows a thing or two.

1:24.0

And now she's going to break down. It's a breakdown. She's going to break it down.

1:29.0

Hi, I'm my ambiolic.

1:30.0

And I'm Jonathan Cohen.

1:32.0

And welcome to our breakdown.

1:36.0

It's a big one.

1:37.0

This is a big one.

1:39.0

Jonathan, we are having someone on who, if he did not exist, we would not be sitting here.

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