It's Cecilia and Megan. Let us distract you while driving, cleaning, working out or not working out.

Actually, what in the dang heck? Just grab a drink and chill chill it'll be like eavesdropping and a girls night all wrapped up into one Oh, I'm not. Hey guys it's another day another what in the dang heck podcast episode.

Gosh that sounds like we do it daily.

Can you imagine if we did it daily?

The imagination, my imagination does not stretch that far. That's true. No, that is mine. Oh gosh, yeah no. Big psycho. Anyways. Yeah, so we're here, I. My head guess is spiritual direction. It was so good. I

Did it virtually with our priest because he has since moved which is just terrible

But he already moved it's horrible. R. I. P. R. I. P. R. I. P already moved. He already moved.

R. I.P. Father Peyton Blessla.

Auburn will never be the same.

But, which we need to have him on again for something.

He's just brilliant and so it's just we didn't have him on again.

Anyways, I had a spiritual direction with him virtually and it was so good.

One of the things that he said was we were talking about blessings like the Lord giving you blessings and we're talking about wealth but not financial

Well, specifically just like wealth in general

And how he said life's not fair and I said that's what my parents would tell me when I was going through something that wasn't fun like that's not what people tell you when you have blessings. He was like, well,

life's not fair on both ends of the spectrum and you don't get to decide when it, like, what you receive when.

He said, imagine God just handing you blessings and you are too insecure to receive them because you think your life's not hard enough or you haven't worked hard enough or you haven't prayed hard enough that you don't deserve them so you just start passing them off and like or

keeping them hush hush and then you pat yourself on the back for doing that because it's like

oh I don't deserve these blessings and like you you just you know push them aside.

Yeah yeah you just like don't talk about it or you push them aside or whatever.

Imagine how that makes God feel and I was like dang I have 1,000% done that a million times because I always just assume,

oh, someone else is way more deserving. Not that I like don't, I'm not confident in myself or like I don't think I'm deserving of it,

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