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🗓️ 28 March 2022
⏱️ 16 minutes
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0:00.0 | Art is suggestive. Nobody knows that better than artists. We pour our hearts and souls into the canvas, |
0:08.3 | and wait for indecipherable markets to assess a value on the act of creation. I was lucky. |
0:16.0 | At the beginning of my career, my landscape sold quickly at auctions, establishing my name. After that, I experimented |
0:25.1 | with more abstract art, which never drew as much money, but was always my passion. But then, |
0:32.8 | several years ago, the art market plummeted. Suddenly, the portraits and landscapes that made the bulk |
0:39.3 | of my salary stopped selling. I don't know why. Tastes change, patrons change. Whatever the |
0:46.7 | reason, I had regressed back from successful to starving artist. Or at least I would have, |
0:52.9 | if not for Jeanette. We had been together since |
0:55.7 | our college years, and I proposed to her after my big break. Jeanette was always the more |
1:01.5 | practical one. She did her best to keep me grounded, giving me a reason not to spend all |
1:06.7 | hours of the day laboring in my studio. She worked at a local advertising agency in the |
1:12.8 | marketing department. Our careers were completely different, but we complimented each other, |
1:19.1 | until the day my art stopped selling. It didn't happen overnight, of course. We thought |
1:26.5 | I was just in a dry spell, and the markets |
1:29.1 | would one day turn in my favor again. But that never happened. Weeks turned into months, |
1:36.6 | and then years, fueling my insomnia and artistic block. On my third day, without even an hour |
1:44.0 | of sleep, she suggested joining her |
1:46.6 | firm. There was an opening in their advertisement department for graphic artists. |
1:51.2 | I'm not a fucking corporate sellout. The words had erupted from me like a volcano. I could |
1:57.0 | see them floating in the air around us as the wedge between us widened. |
2:01.6 | Immediately, I wished I could take it back. |
2:05.6 | Jeanette didn't say a word. |
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