Welcome to Carbone Chaos. I'm Kail. I'm Becky. And we're still working on this intro.

I don't know. I feel like that was pretty good though. I do too. So are you going to talk about doing shrooms? Yeah.

Okay, so start off strong. Tell me about the shroom. Okay. So my, and this is not medical advice to

anyone listening, this is a disclaimer. I am not a medical professional. I do not condone this. Work for me?

I don't condone this. I'm just doing it. No. So what happened was in 2020,

I wanted to take a dirt nap. So I left your life and you turned to drugs. Yeah, essentially.

So I got super suicidal and like super just not wanting to be here.

And I was like, I was like what, I need to do something or my life is not going to be here anymore.

So for, I think that it was 2020 and so I think mushrooms were kind of starting to come in to play a little bit like I had seen people talking about it on social media and so I decided to give microdosing a shot. Do you know what microdosing is? Yes. I don't know how to do it. I just know about like I love it. So I decided to start dabbling in mushrooms

microdosing and I went on two different cycles and it was crazy because the first cycle I went on

in microdosing, I started getting so tired like I was going to bed at like seven and like I'm a

night person. So I reached out to like a

medical professional that specializes in psychedelics. There's one of those. Yeah.

Mushrooms used to be used as a preventative for like PTSD for addiction for a lot of things.

I had no idea. Yeah. It was like the war on drugs kind of just like blew everything up.

And so like there's a lot of studies behind the benefits of using psychedelics. I had no idea.

I knew ecstasy used to be like for couples therapy and like bringing people back together,

but I didn't know anything about mushrooms. Yeah. So I was like, is there something wrong?

Am I doing this wrong? And they were and they essentially

were like, well, are you noticing difference in your thought process and in your well-being? And I was

like, yeah. They're like, you're exhausted. Your brain is completely like re-programming itself. So

my anxiety came from like just overthinking of past trauma,

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