Funnily enough, because of when I gave up drinking, I was actually a piss head for one lockdown and sober for another.

So I can actually tell you the difference between being in lockdown pissed and being in lockdown sober.

And I will tell you right now, it was way better being in a lockdown sober.

But I was worried what you were going to say then.

I was like, please don't stay.

No, I mean, I will say that when the first one happened and I was still drinking, I did, I was pleased that I was a drinker then.

It was like everybody was starting to drink more and everyone was starting to drink behind closed doors and people were becoming piss heads and they were becoming introverts because they had no choice.

And I was like, I am already a behind closed door introvert pisshead.

I was like, I'm already for once in my life.

I'm a step ahead of everyone else.

I was like, this is my moment to shine.

You're like the leader.

I can really teach some people're like the leader. Yeah.

I can really teach some people how to do this.

And I mean, I laugh about it, but I genuinely felt like that.

I was like, this is great.

I can remember when we went into lockdown because it was like, is it going to happen?

Is it going to happen?

And it did.

I just remember almost switching off, grabbing the wine, turning on the TV and thinking, here we go. That's selling. Yeah. This is it. This is perfect. This is for me. That is how I felt. But obviously, next morning, because big drinking went on that night. Next morning, terrible I had two teens and if if you've had teens during a lockdown they're probably the hardest age

to to work through a lockdown with yeah yeah and also they kind of they have their own lives

they do their own things you don't have total control over teens. So

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