Hey guys, welcome to Inside Anna's Mind. I hope you're well. I am doing good. I actually went to

a bit later last night because I went to this high rocks party. Well, it was basically my

friend's birthday and she invited a lot of her friends to come and do like high rocks together,

which is basically like running burpees bike skier like

almost like crossfit but not like I don't want to compare it to that but it's very

like aerobic you know like you're in a really hard PE class at school and you

feel like you're gonna throw up one of those but somehow I loved it so much like

not the part where you felt nauseous,

but the fact that you had to be so present when you were doing it,

there wasn't like enough time to almost sit there

and start thinking about your stresses or your life's worries and stuff.

Like, you were so out of breath, you were just running,

you were enjoying being with people,

you were moving and like everyone was so encouraging to everyone.

Like it was such a cute vibe and it's kind of like opened up my eyes that,

you know, you don't always have to do what you think you have to do for your birthday.

And even though like Phoebe's gonna have a party at the weekend and that would be fun like on your birthday like you can do whatever you want and you know sometimes being a more like sporty a person I'm like I don't really want to do a party and like like that makes me a bit like oh like I'd so much rather like do an activity or do something really fun

that I'd actually like to do and not just what you think you have to do. Anyways, today I kind of

want to talk about being okay with not always being perfect because I feel like, well, this is my

experience, but almost fearing failure

and that you'd almost rather not try something

because you're kind of scared and like,

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