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Delusional Diaries

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Society & Culture

4.11.3K Ratings

🗓️ 2 April 2026

⏱️ 54 minutes

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Summary

this week on Delusional Diaries, the girls dive straight into chaos as Jaz recounts a week-long internet spiral after a TikTok misunderstanding turned into full-blown drama. what started as an accidental follow and a harmless message quickly snowballed into viral screenshots, missing context, and millions of views, along with a wave of hate comments that seriously impacted her mental health. they unpack how quickly narratives can twist online, why being misunderstood hits harder than criticism, and the emotional toll of watching strangers decide who you are without the full story.


from there, the conversation shifts into a broader discussion about navigating negativity as creators. they reflect on Reddit rabbit holes, the addictive cycle of reading comments, and the long-term impact of internalizing other people’s opinions. the girls get candid about anxiety, hormones, coping mechanisms, and learning to stop chasing universal approval. they also debate manifestation, self-perception, and how constantly trying to “fix” yourself based on criticism can dull your personality and make you lose sight of reality.


of course, the episode balances vulnerability with classic “delusional diaries” energy. they talk about the “people hate you every day” mindset, breaking toxic habits, and why you’ll never win if you try to please everyone online. the conversation touches on performative activism, when to speak up versus amplify others, and the pressure creators feel to comment on everything. It’s messy, honest, and relatable: covering internet drama, mental health, growth, and the ongoing mission to stay confident (and a little delusional) in a world that’s always ready to misunderstand you.


Timestamps

0:20 - Jaz’s block of the week 

14:36 - Stay off Reddit 

26:02 - Halley’s weekend updates 

29:41 - Reality TV 

48:24 - First impressions  


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Transcript

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0:00.0

Hi, guys, welcome back to Delusional Diaries podcast. I'm Hallie. And I'm Jazz. And you already know what we're starting with this week. I just didn't even need an intro. No. I've been like, get me to a microphone. Guys, I had a terrible awful week last week. And you may be thinking,

0:28.3

jazz, what happened? Well, if you missed it, some girl tried to come for me. And no hate to this

0:34.5

girl. And in her own words, no hate.

0:41.3

But I had message with the girl a few months ago.

0:45.9

You guys know when you're scrolling on TikTok and you go to like a video, the follow buttons right next to it.

0:48.4

She makes a video saying, me with 10K.

0:53.2

And it's a picture of her nose. Like it's pre-nose job. Second slide. Me without 10K and it's a picture of her nose like it's pre nose job second slide me without 10k

0:58.5

it's post nose job if you guys aren't aware i don't know how you couldn't be i have also had a

1:03.9

nose job thought the video was funny i like the video accidentally follow her she immediately responds

1:09.6

because when you follow someone back it opens up your dms and she She's like, you're my idol, like, love you so much, whatever, blah, blah, blah. I go, sorry, girl, accident, because I'm going to unfollow her. And I normally don't ever respond to people. I mean, I don't normally ever say anything to someone when I accidentally follow them, but because she was so quick and sent me all these messages, which, by the way,

1:27.6

she unsent when she posted the screenshot, I was like, let me just explain that was an accident.

1:31.6

But your video was so funny, heart, because it was, I thought to be a funny video. I thought that

1:37.2

was the intention behind it. And all the comments were like, oh, this is so funny. This was

1:43.7

probably four or five months ago.

1:46.0

It's December. Yeah. And then last week, I post a video saying whenever someone says it

1:53.6

naturally pretty, I feel the need to explain, hey, I've had so much plastic surgery done.

1:57.5

She comments on the video saying, remember when you saw my plastic surgery video? And I go, LOL, so funny, never forget. Two days later, she posts our DMs from

2:08.4

a few months ago. No idea what the thought process was behind that. But then everyone starts coming

2:15.5

for her immediately, being like, why is an influencer or idol? Then she edits the caption unfollow me and says like, oh, like, yeah, she's not.

2:24.1

Okay, whatever. I don't care. But then it turns into a thing of like, that's so rude because

2:29.7

no one's explaining the context of the plastic surgery. So people think I'm bullying a girl because she got

2:35.0

plastic surgery. And she lets people think this. So I comment when it has like 30,000 views.

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