Okay. I just caught myself recording for like a random five minutes because I was trying to

illegally record a conversation between me and my husband who is in the next room over

because I was calling to ask him permission to share

something quite personal that we've decided to do. And he didn't answer, I guess,

because he's doing this thing called work. And yeah, and I was still recording just over here

digging around. So decided to stop that and hit

re-record. And I'm going to tell you the thing anyway, because I think it's important.

And I'll just ask for permission and forgiveness later on. So we're going to get to that.

But anyway, welcome to All In with Allie, the podcast for online entrepreneurs and

female business owners. I don't even know my own intro who are ready to create the life

and business of their dreams. I think I changed it up every single time. Who cares? Hi. Welcome.

How was your mother's day? If you're a mom,

hope it was amazing. I was a monster on Mother's Day. So we can talk about that.

We can talk about that. So, Mother's Day. Mother's Day was one of my safer holidays.

I have, I have a thing with holidays. I usually don't love them because they just, I guess it's got to be this thing where like if your holidays

weren't so happy as a kid, it just kind of sometimes can carry into adulthood.

And like, for example, Christmas, I don't like to use the word triggering because I feel

like we overuse that.

But that's what it really feels like for me.

It like Christmas time can trigger a little bit of like a mild weird depression.

And it's very strange.

Even even like with the most conscious attempts at like rewriting the narrative because I'm

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