The time has come for me to take a break from actualized.org and in this video I want to explain

why that is and how this is going to work.

So basically I've been releasing videos pretty much non-stop now for

about five years since 2013 and releasing videos every single week is pretty grueling and pretty exhausting.

I did pause for one month last May where I did a 30-day meditation retreat and that's basically

what I'm doing again this time right now. So that's the plan, is to do a 30-day

meditation retreat and then come back and reassess things and see how it is.

So the reason that I'm doing this and the reason I'm sort of slowing down my releases with videos you might have noticed is because yeah keeping up with this schedule is quite challenging especially because

The videos are becoming more complex, more nuanced, I have to be more careful with the advice that I give,

because as I become more conscious and more knowledgeable, I realize how tricky giving advice is and my advice needs to become more nuanced and

more careful and so it takes a lot of time to study and to research all this stuff every single week.

And that interferes with my own personal ability to grow myself.

So running actualized.

Org is a very delicate balancing act, balancing between doing research,

reading, formulating ideas, which is all very conceptual puts me a lot in my mind and then also at the same time going deep

into myself doing consciousness work doing inner work meditating contemplating

doing all the sorts of stuff,

and actually working to embody the stuff that I talk about.

Now, what a lot of people don't understand is that these are two totally distinct things.

Just because... distinct things.

Just because I'm doing the talking part and the reading part and the researching part and presenting

nice episodes for you, I can do all of that and completely neglect my own inner work.

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