This is an I-Heart podcast.

I'm Jonathan Goldstein, and on the new season of heavyweight...

And so I pointed the gun at him and said this isn't a joke.

A man who robbed a bank when he was 14 years old.

And a centenarian rediscovers a love lost 80 years ago.

How can a 101-year-old woman fall in love again?

Listen to heavyweight on the I-Heart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. So in So in thinking about dating and relationships, I've been thinking about what hope means.

And because I'm a double down, because I'm a gambler,

because I'm a calculated risk taker, I always feel more alive when I'm in the game. Like,

if I knew that I had eight people coming in every day to get a massage and I knew exactly how much

money the massages would cost and exactly how much I would make,

I would feel a little bit hopeless because it would be a cap. I would know exactly what it could be,

and that would be slightly soul crushing for me. I would rather be paid less, but know that I have

tremendous upside, which is why the Bethany Clause was so liberating and exhilarating and why I took shitty pay the first season

of Housewives because I took the shitty pay because I was betting on myself and knew,

yes, I'll take the shitty pay, but you can't ever take a piece of anything that I build because I was

betting on the back end. And I'm a gambler in that way. I grew up at the racetrack. I'm a gambler.

And when I've been in relationships

that are solid and peaceful and good, but not inspiring and I just feel like I'm kind of selling

myself a little bit short. I'm a little bit like dead. I'm a little bit depressed. I'm a little

bit staying out of fear and security and logical reasons. And many people

are in relationships for different reasons. And there are many people who need to be there for security

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