You're either freezing at the top and lonely or else you're surrounded by people who are not truthful,

just use you, you know, and if you're as unaware as I am and you're a woman it can get pretty rough sometimes.

This is a story of what it is to be a legend.

Not the social media flash of fame, but a lifetime in the blaze of Hollywood lights.

Every balcony of the Paramount Theatre has about four rows of people overhanging into the lobby

and they all wanted to greet Judy and they all wanted her to look up at them and say hello, didn't

say? This is Judy Garland, the final rainbow on the BBC World Service.

Cline, kind, kind with the trolley.

Ding, ding, ding with the bell.

Fire, boy! D'Ding, ding with the bell. Fire boys!

What I like to hear?

Judy Garland was the best performer I've ever worked with, I'll tell you that, meticulous.

I'm going to love you like nobody's love you.

What would you like to hear?

We'll do them all and we'll be here all now.

Because when you're crying, don't you know that your makeup starts to run.

Judy Garland was one of the greatest entertainers ever.

Forgets your troubles have yourself a little fine.

Nothing that ever happened can ever take away from that.

She had a past and the audience knew every inch of her past

from the Wizard of Oz onwards when she was a kid and they knew all the trouble she'd been through drinking drugs whatever terrible hospitals and there was a great empathy with you. I'm Rosalin Wilder and I have my own part in this story of Fame, glamour and I have my own part in this story of fame, glamour and tragedy.

In 1969, I was the production assistant at the talk of the town,

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