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True Murder: The Most Shocking Killers in True Crime History

JOHN HINCKLEY JR.—WHO I REALLY AM

True Murder: The Most Shocking Killers in True Crime History

Dan Zupansky

True Crime, News Commentary, History, News

42.7K Ratings

🗓️ 12 January 2026

⏱️ 43 minutes

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Summary

As shots rang out on March 30, 1981 outside the Hilton Hotel in Washington, D.C., President Ronald Reagan and three others lie seriously wounded. Just two months after Reagan was sworn in as the 40th president, John Hinckley Jr. shocked the world because of his movie star obsession.
What followed was chaos. America learned of the deep psychosis that led to Hinckley’s obsession with actress Jodie Foster, and how, in his mind, he did it all for her. His trial gripped the nation. Many expected a guilty verdict, but his acquittal on grounds of insanity sparked outrage and forever changed how the law viewed mental illness.
Now, for the first time, Hinckley tells his own story. He takes us through an early life of unfulfilled dreams, a music career and college degree that slipped away, and the descent into a mind overcome by delusion. He recounts the years spent in confinement at St. Elizabeth’s Hospital, the slow climb toward recovery, and the people who helped him find his way back.
A life defined by a single, horrific act becomes something more: a story of mental illness, redemption, and the long road to understanding the man behind one of America’s most infamous moments. JOHN HINCKLEY JR—WHO I REALLY AM

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You are now listening to True Murder, the most shocking killers in true crime history,

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and the authors that have written about them.

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Gacy, Bundy, Dommer, the Nightstalker, BTK.

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Every week, another fascinating author talking about the most shocking and infamous killers in true crime history. True murder, with your host, journalist and author, Dan Zupansky.

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Good evening.

0:40.0

As shots rang out on March 30th, 1981, outside the Hilton Hotel in Washington, D.C., President

0:48.7

Ronald Reagan, three others, lies seriously wounded.

0:53.0

Just two months after Reagan was sworn in as the 40th president, John Hinkley Jr. shocked

0:59.6

the world because of his movie star obsession.

1:03.5

What followed was chaos.

1:06.2

America learned of the deep psychosis that led to Hckley's obsession with actress Jody Foster,

1:11.6

and how in his mind he did it all for her.

1:15.6

His trial gripped the nation.

1:18.6

Many expected a guilty verdict, but his acquittal on grounds of insanity sparked outrage and

1:24.6

forever changed how the law viewed mental illness.

1:29.3

Now, for the first time, Hinkley tells his own story.

1:33.8

He takes us through an early life of unfulfilled dreams,

1:37.3

a music career and college degree that slipped away,

1:40.8

and the descent into a mind overcome by delusion.

1:45.6

He recounts the years spent in confinement at St. Elizabeth's Hospital,

1:50.3

the slow climb toward recovery,

1:53.0

and the people who helped them find his way back.

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