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Social media Cassie says yay. I

Think this is gonna apply to a lot of people, but not everyone so hear me out. I

Like the next person love filters on Instagram and TikTok and all of them and there are ones that make you look super

Unrealistic that you can absolutely tell are completely photoshopped

But they've gotten really good with releasing ones that just have subtle changes

So maybe it just does a little bit of color correction if you've got redness in your face

Just smooths out your lines a little bit removes the haggard under eye bags from your eyes and makes you look

I think what I would think like I would like to look like if I look like me, but an idealized version of me

And I used to use filter

Sparingly I liked the aesthetics. Some of them would make you like tan or I have cool things to it

But I've noticed lately I've been using them more and more and more and

To the point where they are on every single video that I'm posting and you know for those of you who don't know

I have a two and a half year old and a three month old so I've had some sleepless nights like I don't have a lot of me

Time I get a shower twice a week if I'm lucky like if I can squeeze it in there

So I'm looking particularly rough and that's okay

And that's what I'm trying to teach myself like it is okay to look the way I look because it is normal and it is real

And I feel myself being sucked into the online aesthetic

Making myself look like this

Polish glamorized version of myself that I'm not and I mean

I've posted plenty of videos without makeup on but they all have the filter on so it kind of like destroys the

The aesthetic of oh you posted without makeup how cool not really because you're still smoothing your skin out

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