The Bird Show.

Show.

Bye-bye.

While we're on this, Kristen has said this because as I've said before, I think once you get out of a relationship,

very, you know, especially if it's a serious relationship and you feel that hurt you start to look

back and go like what is it I want what does I really want in a relationship and I've said to you

guys before that I wonder if I'm chasing something that just

doesn't exist a long-term relationship that is healthy as Kristen says mea that's

I'm not looking for mea I'm just looking for something not as dramatic right safe you

content has always been like a dirty word for you but content does not mean

complacent it just means that you're in a safe content.

I don't know what other word to use there.

Huh?

Peaceful?

Yes.

Yes. Yes. Content is a really good word also just sitting in that content

meant to me has always meant lazy and I'm really changing that now right however

I still want there to be, I've got this idea that I want the next relationship that I'm in,

if it lasts five years, ten years, fifteen years, I want that spark, that intoxication you have in the beginning to last forever and I don't

know that it's possible Kristen calls it exhausting.

Well for me it's I personally in my relationship, that would not be sustainable for me.

And that would be setting, I would be setting my expectations, I would be setting myself up to fail.

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