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Uh, Kind of having a crash out week. I don't really know how to explain Ah, a guh-gua.

Kind of having a crash out week.

I don't really know how to explain it.

Everything is making me spiral this week.

Clearly, there's serious stuff that makes me spiral.

And that stuff has been consistently getting worse and worse.

Look online.

You know what's going on in the world.

But then on top of that, I'm like in the depths of my spiral and I get hit with a full face rash.

I'm having an extreme allergic reaction all across my face. My face is flaking off like my scalp in the depths of December where it's just dandruff town,

but now it's on my face, it's an allergic reaction.

If you put my face in front of a bowl, I could probably make you the world's most unsanitary bowl of cereal.

Oh shit.

And then, and then I get this full face allergic reaction.

I'm feeling a little insecure about myself. Tell me why I got on TikTok. I happened upon a video that I should not be in this conversation. If there was a conversation on TikTok about me, I shouldn't be in the room. And then, you know, it was a really nice video, but the top search that I got was like, why didn't Stephanie Sue get any work done? It wasn't, did Stephanie Sue get work done? Because then it's like, oh, we don't know. We don't know. She looks like she might have gotten work done. It was, why did she choose not to? Like, what was the reasoning behind the decision? Because I disagree with the decision. And then I sent it to my husband. I was having a spiraling moment. I call my sister because I'm like, you know what, sister? Show me your crotch goblins. Sometimes they make me feel better. Let me see their cute little faces. The younger one gets on FaceTime and goes, Momo, you look funny. And I said, bitch. And then, and then I was thinking about it. And I was like, you know what it is? It's because I haven't put Judan to rest. I haven't put this story of Judan to rest. I need to tell you about the rest of Judan so that I can move on with my life and I can start a new different kind of spiral. Hopefully this one spirals upwards. But I don't know. I don't know. There's like another blizzard coming. I don't know. Okay, I'm just, I'm going through it. So we're talking about

Judan. This is part two. Ju Dan. Judan. Judan. Judan. Zudan. Zudan. If you guys didn't watch

part one, I don't know what to tell you other than the fact that this woman is just like

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