In defense of darkness
Outside/In
NHPR
4.7 • 1.5K Ratings
🗓️ 20 May 2026
⏱️ 38 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | From NHPR, this is Outside In. I'm Nate Hedgy. When travel writer Megan Eves Eganis was growing up in rural |
| 0:08.5 | New Mexico, she had free rain. She'd play hide and go seek and dried out riverbeds or come up |
| 0:14.9 | with elaborate make-believe games behind her house. But once the sunset, a pretty important rule kicked in. |
| 0:22.1 | During the day, you can go run around, do whatever you want. But at night, we weren't allowed |
| 0:25.9 | out at all. |
| 0:30.9 | It's not that Megan's parents were super strict. They were just very clear-eyed, that if you're |
| 0:36.4 | living in a remote place, it gets dark. |
| 0:40.3 | I don't think I was afraid, afraid of it, but I was certainly like, I know why I'm not supposed |
| 0:45.5 | to go outside. It wasn't the darkness that was the problem, really, or the fear. |
| 0:50.0 | We're talking no streetlights, no neighbors, just a single outdoor light attached to Megan's |
| 0:56.2 | front door, which wasn't even turned on most of the time. |
| 1:00.5 | With that darkness came danger. |
| 1:03.7 | That is the time when you would have scorpions and mountain lions and coyotes. |
| 1:13.5 | But to every rule, there is an exception. |
| 1:17.0 | And a few times a year, Megan's dad would wheel out a huge telescope and invite her outside. |
| 1:24.4 | They'd look through the lens trying to see the moons of Saturn or catch a glimpse of a comet. |
| 1:29.6 | We saw, you know, the Milky Way overhead. |
| 1:32.0 | I mean, one year I think we even saw the northern lights this far south, which was amazing. |
| 1:37.6 | These are some of Megan's favorite childhood memories. |
| 1:41.0 | She learned to love the stars. |
| 1:43.0 | You know, these stars have been up there shining their light for millennia, |
| 1:48.0 | and whatever is happening in my day today that's stressing me out is really not that big a deal. |
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