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Meditative Story

Ignoring inner me, by Meredith Arthur

Meditative Story

WaitWhat

Meditation, Mindfulness, Society And Culture, Personal Stories, Mental Health, Spirituality, Health & Fitness, Religion & Spirituality, Storytelling, Society & Culture

4.63.2K Ratings

🗓️ 12 November 2021

⏱️ 28 minutes

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Summary

All her life, Meredith Arthur is a model of competence and control, and it sweeps her higher and higher up the professional ladder. But inside, something isn’t right. After a painful wake-up call, Meredith drops the version of herself that she’s constructed and starts noticing the one she’s long neglected.

Learn more about Meredith's website Beautiful Voyager: https://bevoya.com

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0:00.0

Jobs come and go.

0:15.0

My salary gets higher.

0:18.0

My title gets more impressive. I lose track of what my actual skill more impressive.

0:26.6

I lose track of what my actual skill set is, but that's okay, because I have another skill.

0:28.6

I can survive.

0:30.6

I know what people out here value.

0:34.6

I know what kind of person to be.

0:43.2

I can read the room and give people exactly what they want.

0:55.5

You might not know Meredith Shappek-Arthur personally, but you know someone like her,

1:03.3

or maybe you're like her, accomplished, fun, competent, effortless in the way she succeeds in pretty much everything. But here's the thing Meredith can't admit for decades. All that success isn't

1:10.2

effortless at all. In fact, it's destroying her from

1:13.9

within. In this episode of Meditative Story, Meredith describes what happens when your external

1:20.0

and inner selves have very different needs. Things get rough in her life, but that's how she

1:25.8

learns what must happen and who she must become.

1:29.3

I'm very happy for Meredith 2.0.

1:31.9

She's the author of Get Out of My Head,

1:34.7

inspiration for overthinkers in an anxious world,

1:37.7

and she's responsible for the website Beautiful Voyager,

1:41.2

for overthinkers, perfectionists and people-pleases.

1:44.4

Perhaps some of those words resonate in your life.

1:48.0

In this series, we combine immersive first-person stories, breathtaking music, and

1:53.2

mindfulness prompts so that we may see our lives reflected back to us in other people's stories.

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