Oh, uh, okay. Baby Verma's, how are y'all to win? It's the start of a brand new week. I feel like I have not done a solo episode in a really long time. So I'm really

excited for this. I have so many updates for you guys. Your job, it's going to hit the floor. But before we start that, I wanted to start with our little bad bitch

affirmations. You know how I always like to start my solo episodes. So these are

the affirmations for this week. You are a bad bitch, number one. You're going to get through this week with grace.

Everything that you touch, everything you feel, everything has a purpose, and you attract wealth, you attract beauty,

you attract love, you attract all the great things in the universe.

So with that being said I hope that you know we have a good time with this episode but first and foremost I wanted you guys to go about the week in a positive beautiful way because I've been having the most positive week. I've been having

some really great things happening and I actually haven't talked about it because I don't know about you guys but I'm the type of person that I don't like to talk about things until they are set in stone. I don't like anyone giving me in Mallejo. I don't like anyone you know trying to bring bad vibes like I feel like sometimes there's

been times where I will talk about something or something that might happen or

that's gonna happen and then something ends up happening where it

doesn't or you know you just you have to be careful so haven't talked much

about this because we wanted to make sure everything was set and it was a hundred percent a thing that was going to happen.

So I guess I'll just flat out tell you guys the good news

My sister just closed on a house in Dover, Delaware, literally five minutes away from me

I'm so emotional right now. Her closing was literally yesterday. And I feel like this is coming full circle for me because I was sitting in this exact same spot I think last year. I don't know if you guys remember

when I literally had like a fucking meltdown and on camera and I was so embarrassed that I was crying and everything and I just

I was telling K that I was crying and everything and I just I was telling kale how you know I'm just I feel lonely a lot of the times and no matter how much time

has passed that I have been away from my family to To think that it's been eight years,

and I still feel lonely and sad,

and like my heart is missing a huge piece of something

that never goes away,

and that's just something that I was like I'm going to have to

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